Lying back staring at the ceiling , i wanted to call you, i wanted to text you , i wanted to just hear your voice , a voice yelling at me, telling me to jolly well **** off but i held back becos i know that the moment i heard your voice , the words you gotten said would just hurt me . Why all of a sudden i have become such a coward? How could i let you go ? Is it too late to let you know? Everything is just a lie! A big lie and I'm fooled by it. I was looking back at the letter and card you wrote me and everything seems so sweet and nice but too my surprised all was but a lied. River of tears and I'm blinded by it. A few more minutes and it's the 17th of oct . You have given me the best of everything. =) i have never regretted it becos I'm the one who caused all this. "you could never made a heart stay closed to you so why not let it go and searched a better owner?" Andy pls smile.
i'm officially broke and i need to build up my immune system . i'm beginning to feel sick again. =)Labels: 17th
♥ツ 11:47 PM