I'm very vexed.... 2015 is just a bad year. I don't even know if you still have feelings for me. As the days goes by, I'm trying very hard to just let things be. I know that you can't tolerate me asking so much. I know you always feel I'm demanding. The thought of it just makes me give up totally. Is so depressing. Is like waiting for the sun to rise up from the west and not the east. Waiting for the impossible. The worst part is everything I asked you, you just got to not tell me honestly. Why always must I REPEAT den you willing to tell me. WHY?! Somethings just won't changed. I ask if are you dating this guy, you say no and after I asked again, your reply to me is we try but feel that things is awkward and so we didn't. Is it always so hard to be frank to someone at that moment when they ask?!. Maybe I'm not anyone to you that's why you must be thinking what for I tell you. That's fine den. Hey empty space, if only you can response to me, isn't that great. As the days goes by, the feeling is fading... to put it nicely is you won't want to hurt me, but why can't you love me instead? Becos you have a choice right now. You dare to take the risk to venture maybe? Maybe you found a better mate. Maybe not and if not then you come back to me becos you know I'm waiting? All this is just an assumption and the truth is nvr uncovered. The best part is I won't be doing anything becos you initiated for it and I've tried and it failed so I've given up. This is the only platform that I can rant and that no one will ever know how I'm feeling. If you still love me why don't you want to get back. Do you know feelings will fade and someday i might be gone becos Idk will you treat me the same way. I'm so afraid. 

♥ツ 10:59 PM

I miss you
but I’m trying not to
care. I love you, but
I’m trying not to
show. I want you, but
what can I do when
you are not even mine?

♥ツ 9:31 PM

“Lots of things can be fixed. Things can be fixed. But many times, relationships between people cannot be fixed, because they should not be fixed. You're aboard a ship setting sail, and the other person has joined the inland circus, or is boarding a different ship, and you just can't be with each other anymore. Because you shouldn't be.”

♥ツ 1:45 AM

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met.

Is really painful. Every time I stumbled upon it I always ask myself why ? Why am I always so indifferent from your past. Why can't I received the same treatment. I guess the reason is you haven't move on during this few years. Is just really sad that you're loving someone but your love is not being reciprocated. Life is never fair. The thought of it is just so hurting. Looking back your your pictures and seeing how happy you used to be when your'e in love just make me feel that you shouldn't know me in the very first place. We build memories and now the memories have to be erase. I don't know how am I going to do it. You never gave me an answer. I wanted you back but you're just not giving me any hope. All I can say is I really hope you're be happy and not make the same mistake you make 2yrs back. Is a mistake knowing me and I can't changed the fact. Came to realize, I'm just so vulnerable when it comes to love. Screwed it. I don't know will you be seeing this space of mine anymore but all I want to say is I really love you a lot.

♥ツ 12:38 AM