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Monday, September 29, 2008

To let go isn't to forget, not to think about it, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride, and its not about how you appear, and it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind in confidence for the future. Letting go is learning, experiencing, and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and let yourself free.

p/s: i just wanna say that i didnot expect things to be in this manner and no matter how many times i apologised i know you will nvr forgive me . Hate me as you always hated me . It is just a fact and i gotten accept it. You have move on and i can tell from it. Good to see you in this manner. Baby i missed you alot. =(( i totally hate myself. Fucked!

Labels: emptiness, letting go

♥ツ 11:57 PM

Saturday, September 27, 2008

I will always smile/grin/Laugh and you have promised me that by me doing that you will be happy. I'm happy now and i'm smiling. *Andy big Grin* SO YOU GOT TO SMILE TOO. HAHA. I think i can cough my lungs out alr. sigh and rupture my stomach and examine how long my intestine is.

Labels: I wonder how long i can hold back.

♥ツ 5:12 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008

I'm feeling very weak. Headache, dizzy and my stomach hurts. Both my arms are numb. Omg!! my cough is getting worse. Shit. Day by day i know tt you are drifting away from me. Wad she said is right. i should just moved on but i know i can't. i'm trying my best alr. =(

p/s: i just miss you so much tt whenever i think of you i would tear. Takecare of your health uh . Don't eat seafood anymore as it may worsen your tummy and caused you to feel more ill. Eat something light and plain. =)

Labels: I miss you hx.

♥ツ 10:40 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I wrote your name in the sky;
The wind just blew it away.
I wrote your name on the sand;
But the waves just wash it away.
I wrote your name in my heart ;
and it just stay forever.

I will try to move on . sigh.

Labels: a heavy heart, Your happiness

♥ツ 6:13 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Pardon me . i know is unglam but i love ur unglam shots. i <3 u.

Is it really true our love is over now?

Can it be time for us to say goodbye?

Too soon, it’s much too soon, my love, for me;

You smile with ease, but I can only sigh.

We’ve shared our lives and given so much love;

I can’t believe we’re really going to part;

You’re moving toward a new life without me;

I’m left with scars upon my broken heart.

Go on now, if you must; I’ll get along;

How much it hurts, I don’t want you to know.

I’ll set you free without inducing guilt,

But as you leave, the silent tears will flow.

I can’t be mad; I love you way too much;

I’ll hide my sadness now, so you can’t tell.

Sweet happiness is what I wish for you;

I hope that you fare well.
stay happy with whatever choice you made.

SMILE! ANDY is feeling over the mood! woot.

Labels: broken heart, goodbye, Love, Sweet happiness

♥ツ 3:06 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

I'm just getting in your way. I know that. You have started to move on and i guess i can't do much. I only know tt I'm just foolish but what to do ? Every night my heart just sinks further and further ...Tears drop would somehow flow naturally every time i saw your msg.Tossing around every night thinking :( . Guess i can't control my emotion well enough. That's all . Take care. You have already know what you wanted. Go for it . Don't waste your time anymore.i know he likes you. Why not just give it a try? Perhaps he is the one you are looking for? (: You won't regret your choice. I have faith in you. h.x go for it ok?

p/s: Will anyone be so dumb like me to allow ur love one to go for another one or let any guy snatch her away? i guess in this world it is just me . :(

Labels: emotion, time

♥ツ 9:47 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

"Bizarre Love Triangle"

every time i think of you
i get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
it's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find
living a life that i can't leave behind
there's no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free
but that's the way that it goes
and it's what nobody knows
and every day my confusion grows
every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say
i feel fine and i feel good
i feel like i never should
whenever i get this way, i just don't know what to say
why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
i'm not sure what this could mean
i don't think you're what you seem
i do admit to myself
that if i hurt someone else
then we'd never see just what we're meant to be
every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say
every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say

p/s: Hello readers! saw the lyrics? follow me & sing ok. ready? 1,2,3 ...every time i think of you i get a shot right through into a bolt ..

Labels: every time i think of you

♥ツ 3:26 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

Sometimes i wonder am i foolish? HAHA! i guess so . ANDY pls wake up !! You know you are just so foolish . WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP !!! .

Labels: foolish

♥ツ 7:07 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

o.O

I'm surprised ! Guess what? My dad bought me a dartboard. So cool can! Don't know since like how long already i long wanted to play dart but just that i don't have a dartboard to play with. EXCITED. Pardon me for that. HAHA.

Don't know what is a Dart Board? Let me show it to you.

Front View.

Back View

Darts

Pardon for the low and bad quality of the picture.

How to Play Darts

Games of darts are played between two players or two teams. The teams can consist of two or more people on each side. Variations that allow for more than two sides are available, but they're typically not popular. Most leagues use two teams per game.
Nine throws are allowed for each person as a warm-up to prepare before each game. To determine which team goes first one dart is thrown by a person from each team. The team with the dart closest to the center (the bull's eye) may take the first turn.
Each player throws three darts during their turn. Then the darts are retrieved from the dartboard. Each player must stand behind a line called the oche that is 7 feet 9 1/4" from the board. If a foot crosses over the toe line or a person happens to trip over the oche and releases their dart, the throw is disqualified.

Thrown darts must stay on the board for at least five seconds after a player's final throw to count. A throw does not score if it sticks into another dart or if it falls off the board.

Darts making it on the board score in the following manner:

In the wedge: the amount posted on the outer ring.
The double ring (the outer, narrow ring): twice the number hit.
The triple ring (the inner, narrow ring): three times the number hit.
Bull's eye (outer bull): twenty-five points.
Double bull's eye (inner bull): fifty points.

Cool anot?! now my past time would be throwing darts and the next time if anyone provoke me , i would use something to ~~throw~~ them . LOL! my accuracy would be damn perfect ! BEWARE.

Labels: Coolness, DartBoard, Darts, Quality

♥ツ 6:53 PM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

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Labels: Shop

♥ツ 11:05 PM

LOL!!

UPDATE!!! update!! update!! sushi sushi Su su su su shhhhhhi... ahhaha. To start off, early in the morning near noon , Marvin , yikai a, Rachel and me went for gym-ing session to pump up 小老鼠。

Inspire to be the next muscle man!! =p

Gym-ing PICTURES!!!

After gym-ing was makan session !! We went over to
Nihon Mura to feast on the different variety of food available at the conveyor belt.

About Nihon Mura. Nihon Mura (translated to mean Japan Village) consists of various food stalls to be found in a bustling “market place”. Your orders are placed using ice cream sticks as you walk pass each stall, deciding which dishes to order. See your meal prepared right in front of you from the open concept kitchen. You can truly immerse yourself in the atmosphere of being in the “market place”, while enjoying the tantalizing food and friendly services provide by our dedicate staff.

scallop wing , jelly fish & mini octopus

shamo if I'm not wrong.

The Bacon wrapped mushroom has been taken out from the menu and being replaced by HOT DOG! wth right?! Such a delicacy is removed and hot dog is added. -.-

0.99 cents leh ! can you believed your eyes?!

Don't talk with your mouth full boy! Is rude. Haas

Smell the fragrance of the sushi! Tender loving good!

Fishes!! weeeeeee

Fishes!! i love to eat fish! <3

They love to eat mushroom!

After effect of eating . "HIGH"
p/s: Look at their sick face! holy shit.

The mastermind behind the plot= MUSHROOM!! so the next time you people wanna get "high" can try mushroom instead of estacy . They have the same effect. "HIGHNESS". WOOT!

SOTONG!!!

Thumbs up (:

Oh my goodness we wore the same attire. *speechless*

Talk to my ARMPIT. They have receptors to communicate with you. Hee.

See the long receipt ?

♥ツ 11:49 AM