2011 is coming to an end , what have I done during this 365days ?
On such a day everyone will reflect , think and reminisce.
To me I've lost a battle . A battle between myself .
Is also surprisingly how much things can change in a year. This time last year things were completely different . You have make me realised that I've failed once again.
Yet again in order to hear you for the last time in 2011, I rang you up. The voice just makes me feel so happy. It really makes my day by a simple "hello?" I know that's retarded but it does. I know whatever request I made is redundant. I know it will never happen but thank you for deceiving me for that moment . :( No more fireworks with you. :( x2 !!
Hope you'll do well in your studies and most importantly your health , every time sick sick sick ! and wished that you will still miss me . HAAAA Miss me for my monotonous voice, my flabby arms , for being a fool, for being tongue tied whenever i see you and lastly th kisses I gave you whenever I see you.
I need to buck up for the upcoming year. I've got tons of things to accomplish! Thanks for all the friends out there who have been by my side and tolerating all my nonsense all this while . HAHA.
I hope I can be a more caring and filial son too! Flipping through all the past photos, I realised I've nvr age much . This is bad! It makes me look like a small boy .
ADVANCE HAPPPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !! (:
you're just the reason that kept me going .
♥ツ 5:33 PM
He should be someone that never fails to make you smile and makes you goes "hehehehehe" all the time . Making you smile like a fool to yourself . (:
You might not know but you're the only girl to make me feel this way.
Is like you know the person is going to deceive you but yet you'll willing to be deceived .
心酸.
♥ツ 7:28 PM
I wish I always knew the right words to say. I wish I knew what to say next but it just won’t happen. I want to be better with my words so my actions make more sense…
♥ツ 10:17 PM
I disappoint everyone again.
Think this should be my lasttime doing it.
Sorry to ruin everything . =/
What a day .
Merry christmas !
♥ツ 1:50 PM
It just ached all of a sudden. For some reason or another you'll never know..
Better go sleep . Hah.
Getwellsoon hampig.
♥ツ 12:07 AM
I woke up realising is just a dream! phew
Is so damn realistic and scary !!! Still can't get over it . HAHA
Going back to sleep! Round 2 . BYEEEEEEEEEE
♥ツ 10:43 AM
If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one.
If you truly loved the first one, you wouldn’t love another one.
This sucks but i just got to accept it.
2011 is coming to an end and I doubt I've got any chance to see you for the lasttime.
:/
♥ツ 1:15 AM
"You know that feeling when you’re just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let out everything that you have kept in all day? Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you’re tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you know you won’t be, but you’re still hoping and you’re still wishing and you’re still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting."
:(
♥ツ 1:07 AM
Maybe I should activate my tumblr . Is so fun and easy .
Your thoughts can be somewhere over at people's tumblr and you just need to CTRL c & v over ! HAHA. good nights :(
Warning : Current Temp can cook an egg . (thisisbad)
♥ツ 11:18 PM
I realised when you're in your most difficult moment; when you needed someone , is easy to see who your friends are and who really care for you. I'm just disappointed.
kbye.
♥ツ 1:02 AM
Will you hold on to something that you know you'll never get hold of?
will you ?
It just reminds me of this girl that I love.
♥ツ 10:22 PM
In your eyes I'm just always doing stupid things. fml.
♥ツ 9:35 PM
Title: EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!
I'm sorry to keep you waiting but I didn't expect you to turn up at all.
I really didn't expect you to come. The whole night my mind is blocked out by the text saying that you are coming . I was waiting for you .
I saw you , I wanted to hold on to you ..
A memorable NIGHT! (:
Thanks for coming even thou I know you are very tired . Appreciate lots !
In your eyes am I just a fool ?
♥ツ 10:54 PM
"I hoped you'd see my face and be reminded
That for me
It isn't over ..
I wished nothing but the best
For you too
Don't forget me
I beg
I'll remember you still
Sometimes it last in
love
But sometimes it hurts
instead... "
♥ツ 12:48 AM
I had a dream last night
and it told me I should just give up .
The dream is just too devastating .
♥ツ 3:59 PM
I used to struggle to find any truth in your lies; but not anymore.
I realised that every time when I'm doing duty for that day , is so fortunate to able to hear that voice of yours. It really brighten things up. (: Thankyou.
I'm surprised that really every time when I'm thinking of you , something related to you will occurred.
Actually is not true la , now I'm thinking of you but well everything is still the same . =/
Christmas is coming !!! I'm waiting for Mr santa to drop me a surpise .
I'mgoingtofallsicksoon. sigh :(
♥ツ 11:17 PM
Why am I still thinking of it? why why why !!
Should I just ring you up and come up with a lame reason just to listen to you voice ? haha.
你在那里？我很想你.
♥ツ 10:56 PM
Man's greatest weakness lies within his power of thoughts.
♥ツ 8:57 PM
imissyouallofasuddenly!
okaygosleep.bye
♥ツ 10:59 PM
How come my wound till now is not close ?
It's been so long alr and yet at times it still bleeds.
So usually how long does an opened wound heals?
:(
♥ツ 9:41 PM
It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past.
RIP.
♥ツ 1:48 AM
I need more then 1 can per night .
That's the only way I can get to bed.
Guess I've got to act like I don't care even when I do care alot.
♥ツ 1:10 AM
