I'm feeling so lethargic this few days. Feel like closing down this blog of mine too. Last night i had a dream and this dream led me wandering . Till now i'm still thinking . 最终幻想

Labels: closing, guts, 最终幻想

♥ツ 11:50 PM

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! =)

ANG PAO ANG PAO ANG PAO... GOODIES GOODIES GOODIES...

i'm finally well after much suffering for 4 days but my stubborn cough still won't seems to go away and i wanna thks everyone who wishes me well.

All of a sudden it reminds me of you. =)

TAG REPLIES.

WS: yes of course! sweet rite! That is called "life & love"

Cass: Thks cassy! Nexttime i post up more story for you to kope. =D Yeah donuts are nice .

Peisi: yupp! Nice! Anything from my blog are nice. jkjk. haha

angila: I just recovered today to eat my "kai xin guo"

Cor: lol! Everything is all planned. It is planned that you will owe me bubble tea throughout the year. ahaha

Nick: Update your blog mister.

rachel: haha! SUSHI! okok! I just recovered. ^^

Labels: TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY

♥ツ 7:03 PM

22nd Jan 09

Hello blog I'm here to update again. I'm freaking sick . Practically sneezing throughout when I'm updating. My nose seems to leak like some water pipe that don't seems to close. My head hurts like mad . I'm feeling those headache like 100 over people taking some drums stick and whacking my head . It feels like is going to burst! FUCK! The worst is I'm running a fever when CNY is just round the corner. My throat is feeling so dry and my body is practically radiating heat. I'm feeling very terrible. Arghhhh. cough cough cough , sneeze sneeze sneeze.. God bless me for every sneeze . =) WA today i nearly faint sia when heading back home =(

I suddenly feel so giddy and everything is like revolving and spinning around. i wanted to cab home but dad fetch me . Reached home and nearly vomited too. My body Resistance weak man! Must slowly recuperate my body well. Left with less then a week and it's CNY! Hopefully by then I've recovered.

Today supposed to have training but i skip due to me being sick . Oh ya i went over to the pool to "Lao Yu Sheng" with my fellow lifesaving teammates and coach! You know what? ozk and i practically Lao the Yu Sheng as high as we could and mess up the whole place . haha.

A super duper long entry! lol! One more day and is holiday! Have fun people. Nite!
Going to take my medicine and off to bed. My throat hurts. Why at one shot everything just come . Freaking cold right now. I think my tempertaure is rising .. rising .. =((

Labels: donuts, Fever, HAPPY BIRTHDAY

♥ツ 11:09 PM

This is a meaningful story. Read it despite the wordy word. I bet you will love it .
The below story is coprighted from some website i found. =)

This story tells us something about LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is S/W Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce..

'Why?' he asked, shocked.'

I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!' I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: 'What can I do to change your mind?'Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: 'Here is the question. If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind.

Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?'

He said: 'I will give you your answer tomorrow....' My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath! a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....

My dear, 'I would not pick that flower for you, but....please allow me to explain the reasons further.....

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.'

When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love travelling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your 'good friend' approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.You always stare at the computer, and that will do noth! ing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ...

'My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and as I continue on reading... 'Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favourite bread and fresh milk...

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form ...

Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands... AND THAT'S LIFE

Labels: Life, Love

♥ツ 11:32 PM

Total KNOCKOUT! I'm tired . Real tired. The training, The gym-ing session, Sentosa training all made me ache , shagged, exhausted, worn-out, drained, fatigued, beat. haha! i can't think of anymore adjective to describe it. Oh ya. I'm qualified to be a SENTOSA LIFEGUARD! woot.

Will update more! cya. Next post will be flooded with pictures.

Labels: Updates

♥ツ 10:28 PM

I can do nothing but just hope that your fine.
Just be strong. =)
I know you can do it.

Labels: Random

♥ツ 10:37 PM

First of all, i'm dam sleepy and tired. Last night i did nothing but laid in my bed with my eyes closed but my mind wide awake. I can't seems to sleep due to some reasons. After much training ytd, supposed to be able to sleep soundly and have a nice sweet dream but i can't . It just won't. Okay. Next would be going to school. i felt asleep in the train almost missing my stop. Woke up feeling like shit and drag my feet to class. Lesson quite alright today just that i slacked throughout practically gaming the whole day from cs to dota to mini games to "spot the difference" . =)

Late for my driving session and i like have only 15-20 Min's left before my driving starts and at that point of time I'm still in rp. Cabbed to mrt then trained to Bukit gombak. From Bukit gombak cabbed to my driving centre. I spent alot on the transport man!

I arrived at the counter and printed my driving slip. Went to allocate my instructor and the drive car. Drive relatively smooth till i almost crashed into pieces. You did not hear wrongly . I'M SAYING CRASHED INTO PIECES. I don't even know what happened man. Everything was so fast! Jammed emergency brakes, ember light, flashing turn right arrow, glowing headlights, glaring bus's headlight. Everything was in a daze. The motorbike in front of me turn and i keep following it and when it was my turn , upon turning my vehicle was jammed right hard by my instructor. I realise that the traffic was so heavy and I'm like wanting to cut in and wanna be ram by some cars or buses. GOSH. I'm like phew! Heng uh ! At the end of the day , my instructor commented " your driving skill not bad just that you need to drive more safely"

i really don't know how come my mind like blank man. sigh.

Beijing trip I'm not selected. =(
Reason being i nvr attend the briefing. == Everything sucks!!!!!


Okay that's all for my wordy post. Will update again. =)




Swimming just ease my mind .
It mades me tired till i don't wished to think.
Don't wished to function.

Labels: shattered, Torn to pieces

♥ツ 11:54 PM

I realised that many people are getting married. I have already attended 2 weddings this months. Seeing them so blissfully married to one another :D

The food are supreme too!

Pardon me as lots of pic are missing as I'm rather busy eating than taking pic. But nevertheless i still managed to take some. =)

Labels: blissful, movies, obstacles, scared, wedding

♥ツ 12:48 AM