Dear Dairy,
Is been nearly 3mths or even more and I'm still completely at loss. I'm just too emotional and I hope I'm able to withstand. I'm having nightmare every single night and I'm feeling scared. I've given up but I just can't ............. guess I should try harder. Those image keep flashing in my mind like those F1 cars clocking their race timing zoom-ing around my mind as though is like a track.
Because all this is a dream and I shall wake up from it and face the reality.
Shall close my eyes, wipe off those tears and take a deep breath . (:
On a brighter note to myself , you will be much more happier! YAY!!
Bye diary shall visit you again .
♥ツ 11:38 PM