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Wednesday, October 1, 2008


Why do people drink? Reasons?
It helps them to relax, it helps reduce anxiety,it stops them worrying about things, to deal with stress or maybe because they are depressed? Today i had a bottle * alcoholic drink* opps and i thought by drinking it one big gulp down everything could be solved.Everything would be back to normal . Nothing has happened right from the beginning. I'm just too naive. Everything can't be changed . Everything is still the same. I'm just lying and bluffing myself. But one thing i know after drinking it my face turned red (like i put blusher) haha. My eyes became bloodshot and I'm feeling very hot. Maybe i never drank one whole bottle before in my life and this could be the after effect. My stubborn cough still not recovered! DAMN!!


I really can't shake those memories off. I wonder do you feel the same way too? Everything i do just reminds me of you. I'm feeling fucking irritated . i can't concentrate on wad ever I'm doing. I'm trying . i'm really trying . i try not to contact you. Try not to think of you . i try all sort of things but every part of my room is filll wif your memories and your presence. i still have lots of things nvr do wif you. i still rmb we wanted to do so many things tgth but now everything is over. i know i fucking caused it. I'm the one and i know you blamed me for all this. In your mind i just ruined everything. i never mend to hurt you. All i wanted is you by my side. Baby i love you. i know i should let go. it will be unfair for u. You have gotten him and i should not be jealous or bother wad you two are doing . but i know i can't. My mind will just get into a whirl and my imagination will go wild. I'm very afraid he will take advantage of you. =(. You just swept my heart away. Tell me that all this is not happening?

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