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Tuesday, March 24, 2015

I'm very vexed.... 2015 is just a bad year. I don't even know if you still have feelings for me. As the days goes by, I'm trying very hard to just let things be. I know that you can't tolerate me asking so much. I know you always feel I'm demanding. The thought of it just makes me give up totally. Is so depressing. Is like waiting for the sun to rise up from the west and not the east. Waiting for the impossible. The worst part is everything I asked you, you just got to not tell me honestly. Why always must I REPEAT den you willing to tell me. WHY?! Somethings just won't changed. I ask if are you dating this guy, you say no and after I asked again, your reply to me is we try but feel that things is awkward and so we didn't. Is it always so hard to be frank to someone at that moment when they ask?!. Maybe I'm not anyone to you that's why you must be thinking what for I tell you. That's fine den. Hey empty space, if only you can response to me, isn't that great. As the days goes by, the feeling is fading... to put it nicely is you won't want to hurt me, but why can't you love me instead? Becos you have a choice right now. You dare to take the risk to venture maybe? Maybe you found a better mate. Maybe not and if not then you come back to me becos you know I'm waiting? All this is just an assumption and the truth is nvr uncovered. The best part is I won't be doing anything becos you initiated for it and I've tried and it failed so I've given up. This is the only platform that I can rant and that no one will ever know how I'm feeling. If you still love me why don't you want to get back. Do you know feelings will fade and someday i might be gone becos Idk will you treat me the same way. I'm so afraid.

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