The only space I had over here.
I really don't wished to see you in such a state. I've finally accepted everything. Accepted that why I had to encourage you and saying all the nice things for both of you. Think I've nvr done it to anyone before. Hoping that things will be fine, because I know I was once like this . Thinking of how you guys had alr planned so far ahead has make me distance myself from you.
I know that i'm just a substitute. It has never been once true. Throughout the whole night I've been thinking why ? Reflecting and realise I've gain nothing. I need to work hard. I need to accomplish something . Nearly 2 years of my life has been wasted...
"Be still and enter into the silence. Allow your mind to cease its restless thinking. Wait. Let the answer come in its time"
I'll still be there whenever you need me .
♥ツ 9:19 AM