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Friday, February 17, 2012

I think I'm drunk .
I'm writing all this shit.
I yearn to see you but every time I'm meeting you quarrels are bound to happen. Why?!
Why can't it be good. Why does it feels like i'm just a clown?
Do you know that I miss you so much ?
Do you know that I wanted to see you ?
No you don't .
I'm disappointed to know that everything has changed.
Whatever I gave you has changed too. I'm not blaming you but just blamed myself for not being capable enough to give you the things you wanted. What does a coach can be compared to a gucci ?
What I did ytd is wrong . I should not have done it.
After today I have decided to give up completely. I can't changed anything like what you said. I can only accept it.
I wished you were here . I need to kiss you. I need a hug to tell myself that everything is fine.
I have decided to leave. To back out from this shit. Goodbye.
Is fucking not worth to even feel sad . Why does my eyes feel so teary . Why do i care for you when you alr have someone out there?
Why can't i fucking forget you ? Why do I still think of you when you're not even thinking of me.
That's reality . Nothing can changed it. I do not regret that however I regret the conversation that I wanted to tell you.
I regret the things left unsaid and it will never be because you will never understand what I'm trying to tell you. We are 2 different world apart.
I just want you to take care of your health and be happy. That's all that matters to me.
Why am i even writing all this when you don;t even know. Why should i be so uptight when something happened to you? Why should i be concern when you're upset? Most importantly do you know that I've still have feeling for you ? Is no point trying because Andy you are just wasting your time.
All you know is at the end of the day you're still thinking of the person that has left you completely broken . You don;t want to miss them anymore , you don;t want to love them anymore but you just know that you always will.


8cans and 1/2 a bottle...
Today: Be Happy
Tml:Be happy
Everyday: Be happy


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