It's like you are screaming but no one can hear you.
Everyone knows i fucking hate to run . Yet again so many asked me to take part in marathon but I've rejected all because I just hate to run . I know running is good . It helps me burned off all the fats in my body . Make me a much healthier person. HAA
Running makes my heart feel tired. It makes me feel like jelly after that . I know I'm weak but dear diary I've been running the entire time.
I don't know what gave me the energy to keep running but is very tiring . =/
I've tried to stop but everytime i stop , I know this will lead me to nowhere .
Everyday is just a sleepless night.
The worst part is I almost been awarded 7extra in camp a few days back . Meaning 7 weekend burned. fml
I hate the feeling when you try to smile but just physically can't do it .
It makes me feel so defeated in life. Have you ever wanting to see a particular person so badly when you are feeling down? hoping she/he will be there for you or even just a phone will do the job but you know all is impossible ? It will never happen because she /he doesn;t know abt it .
You knew that by seeing her you will feel even worst . At least you know she is doing great while you are just falling deeper and deeper...
♥ツ 8:18 PM