I went in.
I hesitate.
I took a step back..
I thought I'll get to see you but I'm wrong.
For a moment I felt like a coward.
That's a fear in me . The very first time when you wanted to see someone but you just wished she is not there to minus off all the awkwardness and save the trouble of you faking a smile and say "hey hi"
Your heart aches even more when your friend tell you I saw her with someone else.
It feels like the whole world just collapses upon you .
"I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't."
GOODJOB A!
♥ツ 11:36 PM